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Sunday, October 22, 2006

*jumps off a bridge!*

Everybody's doing it, so....

Stolen from Cas, who stole from Jay, who stole from...somebody.

Am I -

Kind:
Loud:
Shy:
Weird:
Selfish:
Ghetto:
Crazy:
Nice:
Mean:
Immature:
Rude:
Cool:
Brat:
Stupid:
Caring:
Mature:
A friend:
More than a friend:
Talkative:
Boring:
Beautiful:
Creative:
Smart:
A flirt:
Slutty:
A psycho:
Athletic:
Confusing:
Sweet:
Mood swings:
Annoying:
Funny:
Hyper:
Laid back: 
Perfect:

If You Could -

Give me a new name what would it be?
Hook me up with someone who would it be?
Do one thing with me what would it be?
Drop one piece of advice what would it be?  

Would You -

Kiss me?
Ever go out with me?
If you already have would you do it again?
Marry me if you could? Big white wedding.
Ever talk about me if we were to break up?


Questions -

Which song reminds you of me?
Do you think I'll get married?
If you do, who do you think I'll marry?
When is my birthday?
Who is my best friend (on the internet)?
Where did we meet? 
Have you ever had a dream of me?
If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
What do you love about me?


Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Meme-ness

Stolen from Ame's LJ.

Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever on random.
Step 2: Post lyrics for the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly. [Don't use google or searches!]

1:
Listen please, don't walk out the door
I'm on my knees, you're all I'm living for
I never thought I'd be speaking these words
Never thought I'd find the way
Another day alone is more than I take

2:  "Bohemian Raphsody" - Queen, Guessed by Dorian
So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye
So you think you can love me and leave me to die


3: "Down With the Sickness" - Disturbed, Guessed by Dorian.
Looking at my own reflection
When suddenly it changes
Violently it changes
Oh no, There is no turning back now
You've woken up the demon ... in me


4:
And this is not a case of lust, you see
it's not a matter of you versus of me
It's fine the way you want me on your own
but in the end it's always me alone

5: "Attack" - 30 Seconds from Mars, Guessed by BallOfSoot.
I won't suffer, be broken, get tired, or wasted
Surrender to nothing, or give up what I
Started and stopped it, from end to beginning
A new day is coming, and I am finally free

6:
So the years rolled by and several died
And left us somewhat reelin'
Johnny strummed his Tommy gun
Left blastin' through the ceiling
So what became of rebels
Who sang for you and me?
Grapplin' with their demons
In the seach for liberty

7:
But the dawn is breakin'
It's early morn
The taxis waitin'
He's blowin his horn
Already I'm so lonesome
I could die

8: "Crazy" - Aerosmith, Guessed by BallOfSoot.
Say you're leavin' on a seven thirty train and that you're headin' out to Hollywood
Girl you been givin' me that line so many times it kinda gets like feelin' bad looks good

9: "Late Redemption" - Angra, Guessed by Dorian.
You wasted all your chances
To find yourself lost and lonely
Were so foolish
You were selfish
Much too blind to realize
You messed up your own life...

10:
The colour of her eyes
Were the colour of insanity

11: "She Has a Girlfriend Now" - Reel Big Fish, Guessed by Arune.
I never thought it would end like this
Just because I've got no tits
I'll shave my legs,
I'll wear a bra
I'll even cut my penis off
off for you...
(Awww, that's so sweet!)

12:
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

13: "Engel" - Rammstein, Guessed by Arune.
Erst wenn die Wolken schlafen gehn
kann man uns am Himmel sehen
wir haben Angst und sind allein

14: "Slither" - Velvet Revolver, Guessed by BallOfSoot.
When you look you see right through me
Cut the rope, fell to my knees
Fallen, broken every single time

15:
Yasashii dake no kotoba nara ima no boku wa iyase nai
Hateshinaku tsuduku tatakai ni kono mi wo subete sasageru dake

16:
I guess the winter makes you laugh a little slower,
Makes you talk a little lower about the things you could not show her

17: "Good Riddance (Time of Your Life)" - Green Day, Guessed by Nebacanezzar and Tuor.
So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while

18:
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take

19: "Sprouts of Time"  - Angra, Guessed by Dorian.
I lay my eyes in the past
From the first day to the last
Several things we had to learn
Countless mistakes from times of yore

20: "Breathe (2am)" - Anna Nalick, Guessed by Arune.
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.

21:
I dont care, I dont care
I dont care. I dont care
I'm a broken kid, I'm a broken kid
I'm lonely enough
To make the air around you sweet

22: "I Hate Everything About You" - Three Days Grace, Guessed by Tuor.
Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don’t miss you yet

23: "Fallen" - 30 Seconds from Mars, Guessed by BallOfSoot.
Is this who you are?
Some sweet violent urge
A weak fallen man
With the promise of an end?

24: "The Reason" - Hoobastank, Guessed by Arune.
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears

25:
Itsuka ushinatte shimau no ka na
Usurete yuku egao to kimi wo mamoritai kara
Hibiki boku wo yobu koe sae kare
Toki ni sou kaze ni kaki kisare tatte

Kimi wo mitsuke dasu

 


Friday, August 18, 2006

Behind the Seams

Alright. I thought it'd be fair to show you guys some of what I've been up to...You'll just have to forgive me for looking like something the cat dragged in.

Here we have our Rangiku, with her augmented..."talent."

This was done using a foam play ball, cut in half, and taped in position, squishing her natural assets into some very convincing cleavage, which she normally does not have, considering her natural chest size, though they've been growing lately.

Another photo of our dear Rangiky, this time after a bit more sewing...We'd fitted her top on her, and she just hadn't bothered to remove her new assets, since they were so handy while sewing.

Note the collection of pins stuck into said "assets."  They really were handy!

 

Here, I have our Ichigo covered in wax paper, patterning out his coat.

He kept complaining that it was like a giant condom and that it was hot, in addition to how much his arms were hurting because I kept having him hold them up so I could pin the sleeves.

Even with the complaining, he's a hoot. An extremely funny guy, and much taller than me...Though not as much taller as the picture shows, obviously, because I am kneling down.

At the edge of the photo, you can see Rei, who will be portraying our Nanao-chan.

She's so pretty! I wish I looked more like her.

 

Here is our Zangetsu, being patterned for his coat.

He does not know the meaning of the word "candid," sadly. He thinks he must pose for every picture he's in.  Rawr!

Note my cunning use of shears and pinning to make the pattern!

 

Here is our Renji, who will be binding and crossplaying the part.

Currently, I think she's trying to thread a needle for handsewing, or something to that effect.

Note the cardboard tubes that our fabric was wrapped around, and the piles of fabric on the bed.

Here is our Unohana, meticulously pressing the pleats into a pair of hakama.

Note the spray-starch, for extra crispness, and the stupid clock above her, that chimed with birdsong on every hour, before we got fed up and just took the batteries out of it.

 

Here is Ichigo, again, getting the lining of his coat fitted to him.

You don't really get a good show of the height difference here, because of perspective.

Note all the fabric laying around EVERYWHERE.

We had two HUGE garbage bags full of scraps.

I estimate that we had about 225 yards of fabric laying around at any given time.

That is a LOT of fabric, let me tell you.

 

More fitting of Ichigo, this time making sure the outer layer and the lining line up perfectly.

He would NOT stop cracking jokes, the whole time he was there. That's a good thing, though, because laughter was much-needed medicine from all the stress of sewing.

.....Looking at this picture, I am motivated to go do lots and lots of crunches. *hates her belly*

 

 

 

 

Ph33r the small ones.

Here you can see the height difference between Ichigo and Orihime.

This picture was posed, because the candid version came out like crap...But I really did threaten to stab him with my shears, I assure you, because he would not stand still.

This is Rei, again, our Nanao-chan.

She's so gorgeous, especially with the AC Tifa haircut I gave her, even if she is exhausted from work.

Here, she's waiting for her pleats to be pinned, so they can be pressed. I think this was actually the first day of sewing.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Our Gin and Shunsui showed up so we could pin the things on them. ^_^

 

 

 

 

 

 

Shunsui getting pinned by our Kiyone while Fish and our Aizen watch from the couch. I'm pinning the back of Gin, who is out of the picture.

 

 

 

 

 

Our Gin, minus sleeves and captain's haori.

And footwear, of course, which we haven't even started on.

Sean makes the best Gin ever, don't you think?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

From left to right, we have Ichigo, Rangiku sans augmentation, Renji, Hinamori, Nanao, Kiyone, and Sado (Chad...who doesn't actually wear hakama, so I don't know who's pair he's wearing, or why...)

 

 

 

Sado making dinner for us, whilst being amused by our Ukitake and Kiyone.

Our Chad and Kiyone are going out! Isn't that so cute! *giggles* They make the most precious couple.

 

 

 

And...that's how a costume is made...kinda....sorta...*yawns*

We're leaving for the lakehouse tonight around 8-9 pm, and I fully intend to have a weekend of fun in the sun. I'm all packed up, with copious amounts of sunscreen to prevent me from burning. I'm also borrowing Rei's Princess Diary books, of which I'm on Volume 4 1/2 after only two and half days of reading. They're kind of cute, and nothing like the movies.

Rei picked up Bookdock Saints and Snatch, for us to watch while we're their, and Robby's going to have his PS2, so I'll bring a few games. Sadly, Ame totally forgot to return my Godzilla: Final Wars, which Rei really wants to see, so I'll probably just bring a couple of other movies, like Galaxy Quest, and some anime, or something. I dunno. I need to go look at my shelf and see what's worth bringing.

Also need to remember the poker set I got for christmas, and see if I can find the Star Wars Trivial Pursuit. Gawd, we're a bunch of dorks. *chuckles*


Thursday, August 17, 2006

HOME! For now....

This sewing stuff is taking ENTIRELY TOO LONG!

*cries*

At least we'll be the best looking Bleach group at AWA, and possibly anywhere.

We had to move out of Rei's house last night, so I've got piles of hakama and fabric in various areas of my house, which I am NOT TOUCHING tonight or tomorrow...or over the weekend at all. I'm not dragging my sewing crap to the lakehouse, I've decided. It's too much of a hassle.

On the upside, this is the list of stuff that I have left to do:

  • Serge the bottom of the hakama. (EASY work, but I need to put new needles in my serger.)
  • Dye Shunsui's kimono, Rangiku's scarf, and my top. (Need to get my pants first...they STILL aren't here.)
  • Bring Gin's haori to the anime meeting to get it pinned properly on Sean to do the back slit. (Easy, but time consuming.
  • Pattern and sew Ishida. (Fairly easy.)
  • Teach someone ELSE to applique for finishing Shunsui, so I can sew Ishida and Orihime.
  • Put the flower on Shunsui's hat (easy-peasy)
  • Get Shunsui's wig fitted on B, to check and trim lengths.
  • Finish Rangiku and Ukitake's wigs. (*cries!*)
  • Get more white fabric, and do everybody's belts/obi

And...that's it, for my part. I got EVERYTHING but the belts cut out today...and I am so fucking beat.  Yes. That deserved the curse word. I am horribly, terribly tired. I just want to curl up and cry.

This sewing stuff has been eating so much of my free time. The only good thing about it is that I've gotten to hang out so much with Rei...She's leaving next weekend to go off to college, so I want to spend as much time as possible with her. She's totally my new best friend.

*sighs* I'll be happy when this is all freaking DONE, and I can go back to having some ROLEPLAY in my life.


Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Coffee!

As I type, I am sitting in the newest little coffee shop on the south side of town, indulging in a Grande French Vanilla Cappuchino, into which I have poured about 16 packets of sugar.

I have just finished a very tasty little salad, with which the only complaint that I had was that there were far too many croutons and not enough tomatoes. Then again, I am a tomato freak.

Why am I sitting in this cute little coffee shop/bookstore?  I'm waiting to be picked up. I've got a nice little corner of the store to myself, with a plug for my laptop and free internet access, waiting for Aryn to get here to pick myself and Ura up, as Ura gets off of work (here) at 3 pm. Approximately 10 minutes.

We're heading over to Rei's house, and I'll be sleeping over two nights again in the attempt to get all the sewing done before we head to Robbie's parent's lakehouse for the weekend.

We have a fair amount of it done, but we would have a lot MORE done, if Sora and Robbie hadn't been hanging all over each other and everyone else had done a little more work and a little less goofing off.

I gave up last night after wrestling on the floor with fabric for thirty minutes, trying to get Ukitake's haori fabric laid out.

On the upside, I have Shunsui's kimono fabric cut out, and two captain's haori, and seven characters' sleeves (both black and white.)  Ichigo's lining is completely done, after a fustush with the sleeves, and I picked up interfacing, shoulder pads, and snaps to complete both Zangetsu and Ichigo.

So....yeah, we're almost done. I plan to have everything at least cut out by Thursday evening. I get a lot more done when I'm the only one there, strangely. Less people in my way, I guess.

I've been looking at pictures of Shunsui lately, and I think his belt fades to white from the blue at the fringed ends, but I'll have to consult the other girls. I've been pondering trying to bleach the color out of the fabric we got, after it's all sewn together. 

Le image ~~~>



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